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Actually i don't know i am happy or sad today, i was very happy when i get the necklace and you wear it for me, i was so happy and waiting for the time to pass so that i can end work and meet you. i very enjoy eating mos with you. but i was sad that why you got problem u nv tell mi, you gt anything also never told me about it, only when the thing happen than you will tell me. what if anything happen to you how? you just don't understand.
I wanted to help you and protect whenever i can, you know? but if you don't let me to do all this things, so what can i do? i am so sad, when i talk to you on the fone, you call me to hang up, you know how worried i am? after awhile i call you, you also never ans, than you want me what to do? i cannot do anything ma. since you don't want me to interfere with your problem. so does that mean that next time you want mi to just ignore anything and don't care? i don't know what you thinking, i am just sad...if today i send you home all this thing will never happen right?
Nvm, now is already over, up to yourself on how you wanted to handle your problem without telling me.is not that i don't want to care, but is you don't let me help you with your problem. i just want to let you know that i will be here for you. but you don't make me sad can? my heart so pain right now that i could not sleep.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Today I fail my basic theory test …actually I already knew that I will fail lah, cause I also never go to the practice.
Actually today my mood was quite good, but after at evening my mood was bad, I also don’t know why. I think is that I just don’t feel comfortable that when you are with me but I saw have the initiative to msg him. Actually is nothing wrg lah, is not your fault, i also not angry, but I also don’t how I feel, is just that I feel very weird.
I don’t know you love me how much…but nvm I think that as time goes I think that we will be further and further, and sooner you will not love me anymore. I don’t know how you feel. I just want to make you happily as I can. But I can see that how you care about ur bf I just feel that what am I to you …but nvm I don’t want you to think so much too. Cos I don’t want you to have anymore problem troubling you…
Today is my fault that sudden change of my mood after having the dinner. Because I was keep thinking and thinking about it. I know you also try to make me happy. But I just cannot because it keep bothering me. I also don’t know what happen to me lah. When I hear you calling me lg, actually I was quite happy to hear that but i also have though of u calling ur bf too. i know that is not ur fault, it is rite that u can call ur bf whatever you like. i just not sure that do you still like me like the past, or just you want to be with me because you scare I will be sad or not happy. But I know that you care about me.
I just want to stay in my own world, nobody know me. In my own world, there is freedom and happiness.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Yo, i back!!! haha, finally i blog already k? i just too tired to blog nowadays. Today i nv go school again...haha, i sleep till 12 plus almost to 1 pm. so tired lah...Right now i slacking at home, waiting for someone to finish school than call me to go eat loh. too long nv blog, i must post alot than can hor. if not my blog will be very boring le. ok shall end here...night than post again. haha