I need you now...but you are not by my side...but i think is okay, i think i will be fine after sometime. i was very very sad, because i think that you have change, but i dunno how to tell you and i also hope that i am wrong...
when i msg you now, u also never reply my msg...but when i saw you reply others people can be so fast, u know my feeling?? actually i staring to lose my confindent on our relationship after the incident. you know that i hate most is that people lie to me, but u did this to me...i was so sad and let me saw it, and you also try to deny it...do you know something?? till now when you are not around me, i will keep wondering whether you gt lie to me anot...and i will keep thinking and thinking den i will very sad, i also dunno why...
To mi i think that u will not stop msg to that person, is just that i does not know about it...dun keep calling me to trust you if you really lying to me, no matter what you say i belive you...but only you yourself know all the truth, i just hope that what you say is really what you means jiu can liao...
i really very tired and sick of this life...keeping angry and make myself so tired and unhappy...now i will not get angry anymore...i will try...
i just wanted to type all this out because i can't bring myself to tell you all this, and i will be very sad.you know what you have done to me, it really very hard for mi to trust completly, i hope that u can give mi some time to get over it...and during this time i hope that we will not have any more problem again.
i tell u i wan to slp already, but i cant sleep, because i jus cant stop thinking about it, alot of things came through my mind, and make mi keep woundering and mak mi feel so lost.